I Might Hate This World, I Might Hate Myself, But I Won't Be A Wasted Soul

For a while there I was in a pretty bad slump. I was definitely in a dark place and I didn't think I was going to get out of it anytime soon. Luckily though, I was able to find a new hope.

Lately, I've been feeling the weight of the world coming down around me. It felt like everything was holding me down and keeping me from moving on. It was as if all of my mistakes in my past were chains that kept me shackled to the floor of this deep, dark place. In all honesty, I wouldn't ever want to admit what was going through my mind. I didn't have anything to look forward to. I kept myself going with the idea that I could somehow break away from all of this. That I would someday leave it all behind. But I know that's not what I need. That's not what I need to save me from myself.

Thankfully, I have a new direction to go in. An opportunity has presented itself and I'm throwing myself at it fully. I'm giving myself to this new chance at life because I know it's what I need. Once things get rolling with this everything will change. I'm excited again. I'm looking forward to the future again. I can't wait to see the world in full colors again.