Teardrops on the fire fade

It's safe to say that I don't have any clue about what I am doing right now in life. I put up this act that everything is just fine, but I lie. My financial situation is scary, my relations with most of the people I know are a little wierd, and I'm not too sure if I know what I want right now.I hate this feeling. But, I'm not depressed or anything, so don't get that idea. I'm just in this wierd little twilight zone right now.